JoyBoots Blog

Reflections on the emotional recovery experience and staying connected to your authentic self, to resilience, to growth, and to joy.

Can I get a Witness?

When I was in the middle of chemo, I looked in the mirror with great curiosity. Sometimes shocked. Sometimes incredulous. “This is me?” No hair, no eyebrows, deep pain and

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Anticipation vs. Expectations

In yoga class, as students begin turning their attention inward, noticing their thoughts, feelings, and sensations, I give the suggestion that they also let go of their expectations of what

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I’m Here for the Awakening

Cancer changes everything. Shock and fear cause strong emotional reactions in even the calmest patients, survivors, and family members. Pain, fatigue, and weakness mean you can’t ignore physical needs. Relationships

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Hurricane

During a hurricane, the warning signs are there: the weather turns dark, the winds pick up, rains become frightening and torrential. You buckle down to survive. The storm feels endless. Power goes

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The Thaw

  The days seemed endless, and Michele marked them off in her calendar like a prisoner records days of a long sentence on the wall. Six months of weekly chemo

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Learning to Pace Yourself

“Life is not under your control, but the rhythm of life is.” Yogi Bhajan Every morning, though fatigued, you get up and attempt a “normal” schedule. Much of your responsibilities

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Liberation Dance

Liberation is a potential side effect of the cancer journey. But liberation from what? It’s noon on Wednesday at the yoga studio. Twelve of us are inside dancing to a

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